Dead End

I question depression like alcohol drunk excuses
this misuse of power leads to other abuse its
sickening but sometimes the truth hurts
instilled with limitless mood shifts to lift skirts

their stiff jerks tearing through this ripped earth
they search and destroy to give the gift of cursed work
its worthless when you add up our worth
certainly there's more to life than trying to catch the perp

I long to be enlightened while your frightened like a lost child
knowledge and excitement might let you cough up a smile
we're stalling yet we think we're big balling
we think we're at the top when in reality we're falling

at least we do that right without having to be taught
two steps climb to the top then take a leap off
eyes closed palms sweaty ready get set go
if you wanna keep your nerve its best not to look out below

look around I'm amazed at this crooked town
casting out laughs to try and hook this clown
if you put it up of course i took it down
wandering aimlessly collecting these stupid sounds

trying to drown out the sirens in my head
they don't go to bed until all my peace has been said
that's upsetting we're living in the red zone
so I'll hum this song as i start to head home

this dead road dead ends as soon as I set stones
i give you my best quotes to invest in my wrecked home
of course it makes sense because your a home wrecker
a disrespectful whore and I'm the king of this checker board

so lets connect four divide it by two
I'll hide inside the source and bribe you with my blues
i write truth to balance their lies
in the blood that drips out of my silent eyes

I'll fight until my last breath is finalized
dreaming of sleepless nights writing these final rhymes