Thoughts about the end of something beautiful...

It didnt take long to get back where i started
my heart ripped apart again, drawn and quartered
its probably my fault for trusting these women
these scandalous snakes with hugs and kisses of venom

their tears are poison, their minds create lies
and if the mask comes off theres hell in their eyes
i dont think they can help it, maybe they can
their only purpose in life is to destroy man

and man is somewhat blind so we fall for the trap
every single time they shake the bait in our lap
and thats not the half, we go out of our way
to find the pain that lives inside of every word they say

its a nail through my hand everytime she said she loved me
i'm bloody and beaten, dirty and disgusting
a crushed bee, impaled on his own stinger
the dreams become nightmares every time i think of her

i used to breath with her and now the beds empty
and i still cant figure out why the fuck she left me
everything was so perfect, i'm certain it was working
then all of the sudden she decided it was time to close the curtains

now it hurts when i start thinking about her
without her my rain clouds back around here
im bound in fear to weak to steer my own life
littered with lonely in my back the same old knife

was i made the fool for thinking it would last
if i remembered my past i wouldnt fall for these traps
i've cried my eyes dry, not a single tear left
but i still keep crying until my chest is out of breath

and all i can dwell on is why the fuck she left me
full of these thoughts yet still so fucking empty
i'm done, im stuck, like hell is where she sent me
and i had been living my entire life repent free

they made her choose, she chose, i lost
without even thinking about what it might cost
but she chose regardless, should have made a better choice
should have listened to the good rather than the evil voice

it was perfection while it lasted until she smashed it
now im wrapped in plastic, a mage without his magic
don juan without peyote, a lost cause, a damaged oldie
a locked door without the code key, the same tired old me